Sedihnya...... Takot......

Hari ni, dari pagi sampai mlm hujan, kesian pada dorg yg konvo hari ni...

cuaca sejuk je.. aku hanya study, memandangkan exam dah dekat. apalagi, mari la study.

Kenapa hati ni tetiba debar2 je rasa... nak kata sebab download soalan exam, tp napa cam pelik je rasanya. tiba2 mata cam nak nangis, lagi merunsingkan. kenapa la ni?

perkara yg sy buat:-

1. call mama, mama borak ok je... siap ketawa2 lagi...
2. c dia otw balik rumah dari KL... ta berenti2 suro dia hati2, keep on msg, tp takot gak sbb dia tgh driving...
3. doa untuk semua keluarga ku, semua kawan2 dan keluarga mereka, hope ta de apa2 yg terjadi. dlm pada kami kat sini berjuang utk exam, jgn la ada apa2 terjadi kat keluarga kami.

Malam semalam, dia call, dia cerita semua ttg gurl yg keluar bersama dia beberapa hari masa kat KL ari tu, bila dengar, sebak nya..... ta tahu kenapa tp mmg menyampah la (jealous kot)... ta semena2 terbayang muka c pempuan ni..... eeeyuuuuhhhh...... !!!!

aku diam je dengar, ta menarik perhatian pun dengan cerita tu. menyampah lagi ada.

end of conversation, dia ckp, hujung tahun ni, dia satu family g umrah.................. (hujan bukan takat luar ngan dalam sekali lebat)........ takotnya..........

Dlm kepala ni terpikir :-

• ada ke lagi gurau senda nakal dari mu seperti selalu lagi?
• adakah dia akan berubah?

makin sedih hati memikirkan nya....... Sayu..... tp di sebalik nya, ku terasa terharu dan bersyukur....

bg saya, awak da cukup baik da, awak cuma kuat marah, tp still under control, tak la teruk sgt...

semua org ta perfect awak, semua org ada baik buruk nya...

tp bagi saya awak da cukup ada semua apa yg saya nak...

Semoga sayang awak pada saya dan sayang saya pada awak berkekalan......

Saya sayang dia.....

Terima kasih awak..

• awak amik berat bila saya sakit...
• awak suruh sy pergi klinik bila saya rasa sakit, walaupun awak tahu saya ni degil dan ta suka pergi klinik...
• awak suruh saya makan, walaupun awak tahu saya sdg sibuk nak diet, awak slalu kata, sy cam ni pun da ok... awak tetap suka...
• awak beri semangat tiap kali saya malas nak belajar atau buat kerja, walaupun kadang2 ta berjaya, awak tetap cuba...
• saya suka bila awak nyanyi utk saya, semua lagu yg awak bagi saya akan dengar berulang kali sampai kawan2 saya pun naik jemu dengar, tapi saya ta bosan pun dengar lagu2 tu...
• awak jadi pendengar yg setia tiap kali saya ada masalah...
• awak selalu bagi semangat kat saya, tak kira apa pun yang saya buat atau apa pun masalah saya...
• bila saya merajok, awak akan pujuk saya sampai saya ta merajok lagi..
• awak suka tgk saya menagis, tp lepas tu awak yg glabah...
• awak suka sakat saya, sbb awak nak wat saya ketawa...

saya sayang awak,

awak memahami saya,

awak tahu apa yang saya suka dan sebalik nya,

awak tetap sayang saya walau apa pun dah terjadi antara kita...

walaupun sy degil, kuat marah, nakal.... tp awak sabar dgn saya...

from the movie ~ he is just not into you ~

knowing that

through all the unreturned phone calls & broken heart,

through all the blunders and misread signals,

through all the pain and embarrassment...

you never, ever give up hope...

Terima Kasih Awak.... :)

跑

跑 - 问题

跑 - 心感觉

跑 - 转让

跑 - 历史

跑 -减 肥.

我爱 跑....

跑 让我感觉好多

but, pray and solat is the most best way ever....

be strong nina.... :)

‎~Face the reality~

We are no longer together,

you are the story of my past and presences,

i love to know about you,

you are the one that i can share the whole story from the beginning till the end,

the one know me how do i look like when i wake up from sleep or when i'm sleep,

the one that always give me support when i'm away from my family,

the one that trust me and let me know any of their step and move,

the one that always smile, laugh, cry, quarrel with me,

but no matter what happen, you are there to help, give idea and even support,

Thank you a lots to ROSNI ABDUL KADIR & PUJI WATI...

I love you all..

Terima Kasih ALLAH.... Alhamdulillah...

~in the other side~

We are no longer together,

let you go make me sick,

knowing your new story make me sad,

be with you again, it maybe impossible,

you are the story that been created, you are the past, that maybe i should be forgotten,

the story for me as a lesson to my future life.

why do i know you?

New Start ~ Sem 7 ~ Yeah!

yeah3x! it's my last semester of study in UUM...

believe it or not!

After 3 years i'm studying in UUM, its now my last semester, last year of study. Soon, I'm gonna face the new environment + experience ( working ) ~Face the reality of life~..

~What I'm gonna do in future? work as? at?

~How do i logrolling to my parents? siblings?

~What can i do to make them Happy? especially mama?

~What will be happen to me in this short time? is there any coincidence?

~When will i go for a serious relationship, meeting someone that seriously love me a lots, that provided from The Most Greatest Creator to me?

Think and think and think, I can't stop my head for stop thinking of me, myself, my future and my family~

What i can do now, increase my productivity, impress myself, be a better persons from yesterday.

go on the flow, follow the flow.

Feelings..! Why?

Why are those black, short or even fat guys out there,

they are not look good in the eyes of girls,

but,

they are loving, caring, and understanding.

In the other side,

why are those handsome, sweet, fair skin or even tall guys,

that always can make girls fall in love with their character easily,

but,

they always think that they are always right and

they don't really love the girls they being steady with all their heart,

some even not treated their steady girlfriend right.

we always cannot get what we want,

why?

My Semester Break 2010

Wedding ceremony...

Hangout 2 (aku, aini, ana, adnan) =)

~bowling + McD~

Aku, Mira, Wanie... (Hangout)

Bowling + Karaoke..

New experience + New hobby + New addiction

Standard Charted Kuala Lumpur Marathon + Eco Run + Pulai Charity Run

New hobby with abang & akak ipar...

Singapore

Kuala Lumpur

Melaka

Nazri, Adik Faez & Abah besday

Wet World Batu Pahat